Cry if you tried. ^.^

This is one of the songs I've written.

It's bitter I know. But when I wrote this, it explained everything I wanted to do. But I did not.

Good thing I did not. :)

I tried not to look straight in your eyes

Cause in your eyes I see

The only fear that's haunting me

I tried not to sing the songs you used to play

Nor go with the melody of why we fail

Cause it tears me apart to see you not coming back

Why did you leave me in despair?

And all that's left are memories we've shared

And nothing's new but total pain

Since you stopped calling my name

I tried to bear what I thought would fade

Move and dream away

But the path I've crossed

Lead my way back to you

I never thought that love would lose its way

to a home I never wished you'd stay

So I tried to get you back one day

But you said No, and asked me to go..

ENTRANCE

It's been a while since the last time I blogged. I've been through this getting-my-self-back-on-track stage (haha! a sugar quote for moving on). And now that I am back, there are lots of thing I've been wanting to share.

It's really amazing how I managed everything I've been through. After a terrible heartache,not being in school for the last semester and stressful work load, it's such a relief seeing myself happy. I must admit, I've swallowed every bitterness I woman can bear;Bitterness which I am proud I've had because it made me the strongest person I can be for the past 21 years.

Heartache. Little or too much, it's always been a downer for me. I temporarily lost my motivation to attend my school. I know it's pathetic. It really was. I knew what I needed to do but I've let my emotions overate my thoughts. I was on training for work when the break up struck me. It kept me busy but I really had a tough time getting used to the single set up. It wasn't east but thanks to my friends! Again, they have rescued me from a horrible nightmare. And I am glad, that after all the bitterness, I am better. I am happy without sacrificing my friendship with the person I used to love. And glad, that after long months, I can finally say that I have moved on.

Thanks to the people who were there for me during those tough times. I am blessed to have you. Thanks to God!

^.^